..... I've... I've... done the posy photos thing! I don't know how it happened... I was just bored and.. NAAARG!
Please dont judge me. x x x
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Thistledowny
Location:
North Yorkshire, UK
What is Your Path?
Non-specific personal Paganism
About Me
I'm 20 years old and live in York, UK, which is fairly small and lovely and olde worlde and I work dead in the centre of it in the oldest parts, surrounded by ancient city walls, churches and medeival cobbley streets. Not far away are the Yorkshire moors, beautiful forests and old seaside towns (Whitby being the one I'm really in love with ... Count dracula came from there dontcha know..) I love it love it love it! I have a mind numbing dead end job in a small hotel as sort of front of house receptionist... hence the reason why I have a lot of time to kill on the internet. Was so excited to find this site!Have always felt very close to and in awe of nature and sensitive to energies. Although neither of my parents are particularly pagan, I think I developed pagan values from them regardless... and I feel I was probably a bit witchy in my past lives. When I grow up I want to
live either in a really old crooked cottage or on a narrow boat with a cat and possibly a nice big hairy man, and practice reiki and possibly some other nice therapies for a living. Was attuned into reiki this year.. it has been a life-changing experience. Am feeling very euphoric nowadays.. and am turning into a bit of a frantic hippy. So be warned. I babble too. I do you know.
Music
Oooh bits of everything, but mainly folk and rock. Experimental and progressive stuff too. To name a few..
Joni Mitchell, Fairport convention, Stevie Nicks,Tori Amos, Pentangle, steeleye span, Kate Bush, Genesis (peter gabriel years), Fleetwood Mac, Enya, Alanis Morrisette, Ani Difranco, Free, Thin Lizzy, Black Sabbath, Within temptation, Incubus, Evanescence, Sons of the Never Wrong, Damien Rice, Tencious D, Dire Straits, Shawn Colvin, ..lots more. It's hard to think really as I do have a bad habit of just listening to the same stuff over and over, and I forget how much I love other bands...
Movies
I love films, but I dont really watch enough. I listen to music more really. But I love fantasy films; labyrinth (never grew out of it), The last Unicorn (likewise), Lord of The Rings, any arthurian films I just love, because I'm very drawn to that period. I love comedies too, Kevin smith films I love, Dogma's a classic, The origional of 'the producers'.I love the Green Mile and Serendipity. They are definitely two favourites. I also love tarantino stuff. Pulp Fiction is my favourite. That boyfriend of mine collects horror films and makes me watch lots of them.. like the saw films.. which I like but they do bad things to me cos I'm veeery squeamish.. but I think if your sensitive they do bad things to your energies.. if you let them anyway, which I seem to. Watched 'house of a thousand corpses' with him once. urg. Was a nervous wreck for weeks.Took a lot of Reiki to get over that one. bleh.
TV
Comedy mainly.Friends, Anything with Bill Bailey or Dylan moran in it, Blackadder, spaced, shooting stars, monty python etc..
Books
Havent read any novels for a while as always have my head stuck in either reiki books (currently 'Reiki for life' by Penelope Quest .. very very handy to own), or plowing my way through all the books I've frantically bought over the years about Tarot, Herbalism, Aromatherapy, Visualisation, Candle Magick, Tree Divination etc. that i just haven't got round to reading yet!
I love fantasy stuff 'The last Unicorn' by Peter S beagle, 'The faerie Queene' by Edmund Spencer and 'Once' by james herbert are lovely books.
Likes
Friends of mine and any memories which I have with them. I'm very sentimental about my friends, they are very special to me. Spring evenings (when the blossom glows), the smell of woodland when it has rained (or freshly cut grass), Singing, harmonies, Spirituality, energy work, meditation,sleeping (too much) and dreaming, Victoriana,Carnivalia, Old jewellery, Faeries, Unicorns,Candles,The sea, Rivers and Lakes, rain, (I am very drawn to water - Scorpio.), The smells of autumn, those lovely samhain smells, bonfires, fireworks, etc.. Fantasy art and pre-raphaelite art , victorian/1910s/20s photography, leather/lace/velvet/chiffon/silk, finding pretty old trinkets for my bedroom from antique and charity shops, red wine,food, camping,flowers, greenery, just being outside.
Dislikes
Bitchiness, double standards, arguments and coat hangers (-they terrify me.)
Hobbies
Singing, guitaring, reiki and other energy work, meditation,visualisation, just started getting into scrying, seeing friends, going for walks, car boot sales, pretending to be Stevie Nicks in the safety of my bedroom, making jewelery,gigging,the pub!
Vices
Jealousy, sleeping too much and smoking
Virtues
Easy company, loyal, try to see the beauty in everything, sympathetic.
Heroes
My parents (they have their weaknesses but god they are brave people), Stevie Nicks, Kate Bush, Peter Gabriel
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I AM ASHAMED!
Sunday, August 12, 2007, 07:36 PM GMT [General]
..... I've... I've... done the posy photos thing! I don't know how it happened... I was just bored and.. NAAARG!
Please dont judge me. x x x People of the morning variety.
Saturday, August 11, 2007, 08:45 AM GMT [General]
Last night I went to a garden party in a field. Because that is what us Yorkshire people do; stand in fields. I ate much barbeque and drank much wine and it was lovely. This morning I had to get up at 5am as I'd stayed at my friends (with the big fieldish garden), to get back to the city to go to work at 7am. Urg. What I'd give to be a morning person. To leap out of bed and make strange happy noises for the joy of being awaaaaake and aliiiiive. To get up at 7am on my day off just because. But I'm not like that. I grunt and stumble and moan, with my pillow still stuck to my head for the first half of the day. The guests at work tend to think it's just some strange growth and don't mention it. Is it possible, do you think, to train yourself to be a morning person, because I have been trying for years and I'm beggining to believe it is damned near impossible. I've tried. I have. Every night before a day off I think " ooooh... I'll get up early tomorrow, and make the most of my daaay". Only to wake up, automatically turn the alarm off, then wake up at midday. I dont even know I'm doing it. On the days I have to actually get up I have to have my alarm set for an hour before I have to get up so I can put it on sleep every 5 minutes for an hour. SO. Do you think it is possible to train to be a morning person? Because I would really like to be one please. Also, am particularly bad at minute, a bit lethargic, does anyone know of any simple herbal remedies for this..? Thistley x x x
I just realised my name suggests that I am prickley. I am not. I am in fact quite smooth. Spirit visitor - I need a bit of help!
Friday, August 10, 2007, 09:01 AM GMT [General]
Helloo everyone. It's been quite a while since I popped by. I'm such a blimmin lazy cowbag when it comes to keeping up with things like this. I had an experience last night that has really puzzled me and I would love to hear any takes on it. I was woken up at 4 in the morning (bang on) to feel my boyfriend leaning over me staring right in front of him. I asked him what was wrong and he told me he could see a woman sort of 'hovering over me' in a sitting position to my right hand side.. He had been watching her for 5 minutes, making direct eye contact. Apparently at first he had thought she seemed nice, then she began to scowl and grimace at him. Then she dissapeared and a young girl had appeared and smiled at him. He said he could very clearly make them out, although they had a blueish tint and it was as though they had been drawn on glass. He was still watching this young girl when I woke up. He was very frightened. This hasn't ever happened to him before. I felt concerned. I dont see spirits (or I haven't yet), in the physical. I get clear images in my minds eye and can pick up on gender, mood etc. as I'm sensitive to energies. The reason I am puzzled is that when I woke up I could feel no bad energies. I've experienced that before and this really wasn't an upset or threatening energy. It felt very peaceful. A few months ago I know that a lady came to me every night at 1 o clock, stood by my bed and gave me some kind of healing. I could feel her presence very strongly and became aware of every muscle in my body becoming so relaxed. This was always so lovely and was a very peaceful energy. When Tristan first mentioned that he'd seen a middle-aged woman hovering over me on the same side of the bed that the other lady always came to, I immediately thought it must have been her. But then he mentioned that she didn't seem very nice, so now I'm really confused. Do you think maybe his fear got the better of him and distorted his impressions of her? Because I felt quite positive that this was a peaceful energy. He, however was really upset by it. Maybe she was just a bit peeved to find a bloke in bed with me when I'm normally alone..?! I'm so interested to hear what you all think. Hope this finds you all well. Thistledowny x x x My ugly mug!
Monday, June 18, 2007, 01:10 PM GMT [General]
Hellooo Has been a while since I've been around, hasn't it? I'm sorry if anyone thinks I've been ignoring them! Have had a lovely weekend playing at Beverley Folk festival. Just got back in the early hours of this morning. Oooh it was just so brilliant. I've been living on lager and crepes for three days... why must it end?? The atmosphere there was just electric and I would like it to happen all over again please. Have added a few silly pictures. Some are recent and some are really not, they are all a bit muddled and none of them are very good because the only ones I could put up were the ones on my blokes computer and I am not the most photogenic of creatures so... sorryyyy! Bye bye Thistleykins x x x printers and partridges
Sunday, June 10, 2007, 11:35 AM GMT [General]
Okay.. it's a few hours later... heres an update on the happenings in my place of work. 1. There is a fly that has been sat on the comupter screen for about 20 minutes... I think he read my blog about the wasp and either didn't like it very much or thought it was marvelous depending on whether flies like wasps or not. I cannot decide on this. 2. The printer is not working properly. My boss spent a lot of money on the supposed 'fastest printer in the world', but it would in fact be faster to use the core of the pear I have just eaten, (3. I have just eaten... a pear.) cut it into several very small pieces, mould each piece into each letter of the alphabet with such accuracy that noone would ever know it was made from the core of a pear, go and buy some ink, and then painstakingly hand print the entire document I have been trying to print for the past hour. I could do this... however I choose not to. 4. I am bored. .... that's about it. Also I thought I'd mention that I bought a plant while we were away in Cropton which has happily settled into my house now. It's an Arecia and very pretty, but it decided that it's name is Partridge. That is, when I asked it what it's name should be the word 'partridge' popped into my head. It's not a very pretty name is it really? Or even , in fact , a name at all. But every time I tried calling it another name the atmosphere in the room goes all moody. I sometimes call it Pixiekins-partridge to try and make the name a bit.. prettier? And it doesn't mind that. So I now own a plant that actually wishes it was a partridge. Theres no end to the fun is there..?
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